Bila Allah pelihara hubungan dengan Allah, Allah pelihara kita.

Alhamdullilah.. Syukur. Hari nie, aku dapat jawapan kenapa Allah jadikan kejadian tu. Ada hikmah. Allah nak pelihara aku :'( Allah. Baiknya. Allah nk pelihara aku dr org yang aku tak sangka. Benar juga. Kadang-kadang hidayah Allah kita leka sikit, bila-bila masa saja Allah boleh tarik.

tidak serik tapi berhati-hati.

Jujur. Aku belum bersedia untuk beri komitmen. Dan belum bersedia untuk terima sesiapa. Ramai yang tanya; Adakah aku serik? Bukan serik tapi berhati-hati. Aku perlu ruang untuk diri aku bermuhasabah Dan terus melangkah ke arah yang lebih baik. Bukan mudah untuk aku . Aku kuat. Tapi sebenarnya aku tak kuat. Sakit melihat mereka bahagia. Tapi aku hanya hamba yang lemah. Redha. Cari yang lain.

Terluka.

sungguh. Aku sedang terluka.

Tak kuat.

Demi Allah. Aku tak kuat. Hebatnya ujian semakin mendatang. Hari ini aku tewas lagi.

Azan. Panggilan kejayaan.

4 bulan aku disini. Jujur. Aku rindu azan. Aku dah lama tak dengar azan.

You deserve someone better.

Alhamdullilah, last night when I was studying, one of my senior sent me a message. And she told me "Nabilah, you deserve someone better". Allah. Praise to Allah. He sent me a strong person to give me a strength. 
I was shocked because before I open my book for my killer subject, I don't know why I feel like I wanna cry. And start tearing. True, Allah hear my heart voice. Again last night, I lost in game. And I'm the loser T___T

Today, I deserve someone better than him. Allah saved me from the people like that.  Fatimah Syarha, my cikgu said "Even 20 years you have a relationship before married, you'll don't ever know his or her true behavior and attitude. It's the fake. ". Praise to Allah again.
He save from blank love to search my worth love.

Pray in Islam.

5 times per day.  Many people asking me about this 5 times. Yes, as a Muslim we need to pray 5 times per day. It's compulsory in Muslim life.  ------------------------
What's the kind of 5 times?
It's Fajr(Subuh), Dhuhr(Zuhur),Asr(Asar),Maghrib(Maghrib) and Isya(Isyak) -----------------------------------.
Where do you perform the Solat? Need to go to mosque and perform the solat?
We can perform the solat everywhere not only in mosque.  As long as the place and our cloth was clean. -------------------------------------------
Is there any preparation before you perform solat?
Yes,we have a preparation before perform solat. We need to perform our ritual ablution. Using water to smooth our hand, our ear,our face and etc. (yes,you can google it! . hehe). And then make sure our place and our cloth was clean and covering our aurah. Stand in the right way (our kiblat) and perform perform solat easily. ---------------------------------------------------
Stand in right way?
Stand in the right means that our body facing the kiblat. Many people ask me about this. It's the direction of the Kaabah (makkah). And the direction use by all the muslim while perform the solat. It's like the unity of Muslim under Allah laws (muslim God and beliefs).
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qibla
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I saw your mouth was moving when you perform solat. You read something?  Yes,we read surah or chapter from our Holy Books,Al-Quran. Al-Fateeha/ Al Fatihah. If you wanna hear,search in you tube with the English translation.
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It's compulsory and you need to perform it even you're sick,accident or something that you can't perform your solat?.  Yes,it's compulsory. But, in the way that you can. If you can't stand,you can perform it into sitting position. If you can't sit, you can perform it in lay down. If you can moving(paralyzed or something),you can perform it using the signal(eye). . Islam is the simplest religion.


You wanna watch how we perform our solat?
Here!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HnsjWA0u9j4

Why we wearing a hijab?

Hijab. 
Why you wearing hijab?
Many of the Korean friends thought it's Malaysian culture. But it's not. Actually,it's Muslim practice. In Islam,women have to wear a hijab. 
In the Quran "And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guide their modesty; that they should not display their beauty and ornaments except what (must ordinarily)appear thereof; that they should draw veils over their bosoms and not to display their beauty except to their husbands,their fathers,theirs husbands father's,their sons..". (surah annur 24:31)
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You wearing a hijab even in summer? It's difficult?
Honestly,no. For me,it's not difficult. And it has a peaceful of spirit when you're wearing a hijab. I don't know how to explain it. When you're covering the whole body,it's like peaceful and guide to yourself. hehehe.
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What is the name of the face cover?
 For the first time I'm attending class in chonnam University,many people look at me like strangers because there's no woman covering face except me. I'm the only one. Yeah, maybe curious and suspicious. Hahaha. This cover called "niqab".
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Why the rest aren't wearing like me?
In my religion, actually it's not compulsory. And alhamdullilah, I decided to wear like this. We compulsory to wear a hijab I'm wearing this niqab because of Allah. And it's also for my safety. And maybe the rest of you thought I'm wearing like this because I'm engaged. Yes, I'm engaged. But it's not my intention. 
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Why you feel safety when you wearing like this?
Because there's no man bothering and look at me wherever I've been. 
And I feel peaceful. Peace! 
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You wear like even in your home?
Yes,if there any man or men besides my father. 
*husbands and my father in law and my son will come soon. (because I'm not married yet)
Even to your fiance?
Yes. Indeed. Even to my fiance. Why? Because he's not my husband. He's only my fiance.
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It's not fair to women. Women need to wear a hijab,but men don't need?.
No,it's affair. Because men also have their own "hijab". 
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What is the "hijab"for men?
Men have to lower their gaze when looking a woman. The moment a man looks a woman and of any brazen of unshamed thought comes to his mind,he should lower his gaze. 




Thank you for being my friends. 
I love you.
Bye.

Korea post 1#

While walking on the street alone. In the lift. Buying groceries. Hang out. A few people like yelling and look at me; strange way like they saying using the eyes "What the hell of this?". While in the lift or somewhere. A few girls look at me and laughing and act like they're going to cover their face. I just smile and saying to my heart that they'e taking care about you.  It's my new experience.  Thank you for taking care of me.
I'm not ashamed to wear like this but I'm proud. Honestly, I'm proud. Because there no man or men dare to call me and look at me. And some of them show their respect to me. Give me the way when in busy day. Especially in the bus. And they will bow their head and others smile and say hello. Ashamed with my face or body? Totally false. I'm proud of this kind. Because behind this cover, I know that God create my in perfect way. I have nose,I have mouth, and I have everything as a human. And the most important, I have a natural beauty not a fake beauty. 

Nabilah, Are you okey?

Hai, hari baru sempat nak mengupdate.. haha. Nie pun curi-curi juga nak tulis sebab rasa mcm dah sesak otak dengan mata dok menelaah siapkan assigment. Lately,aku rasa ramai og dah tahu pasal kisah tragis aku. *tak dak la tragis sgt macamana org-orang Rohingya yang sedang diseksa Keep praying for them.  Ramai orang tanya aku "Nabilah, kau okey ka?", "Aku tgok kau nie okey ja, gembira ja, tak sedih pun" dan sewaktu dengannya. Nampak gembira tapi hati hanya Allah yang tahu. Tapi tak dak la teruk sgt sampai nak bunuh diri dan toreh tangan macam cinta tak matang langsung. Sometimes, rasa awkward la jugak .. Haha. Bila fikir "eh,aku bukan lagi tunangan orang". Sentap di situ. Alhamdullilah sangat, Allah dah bagi ketenangan.  Aku okey ja kat sini. Korang jangan risau. :)
walaupun masa first dulu muka aku agak pucat, sebab kurang makan. Tapi bukan sebab nie, tapi sebab buku-buku yang berlambak2 perlu dibaca -_-' presentation lagi.. haha.

Kenapa aku perlu cerita kat sini? Sebab aku nk semua org ambil pengajaran daripada kisah aku. Jadikan iktibar bahawa pertunangan dan percintaan itu bukan jalan kau dan dia ada jodoh. Allah dah atur semuanya dengan indah. So, tak payah nak bazir-bazir msej,calling-calling. Rugi :) Adik-adik yang belum bercinta, jangan bercinta lagi sebab ada sesuatu yang mungkin Allah nak hadiahkan bila tepat pada masanya. 
Swear, aku pun tak tahu kenapa aku okey sgt sekarang. Sebab aku dah sedar, Allah dah selamatkan dari sesuatu yang buruk :) Syukur. Dan aku muslimah, bukan wanita yang murah, bila suka ambil ,bila tak suka buang macam sampah.. 
Dan aku yakin Allah tgh beri petunjuk sesuatu. :)
A,B dan Allah. *jangan cuba nk teka, sebab hanya aku ja yang tahu.. Cinta dalam doa.